XXII. At times You are so near my heart could burst

I myself will pasture my sheep; I myself will give them rest, says the Lord GOD. The lost I will seek out, the strayed I will bring back, the injured I will bind up, the sick I will heal (but the sleek and the strong I will destroy), shepherding them rightly. -Ezekiel 34:15-16

At times You are so near my heart could burst.

Your love is palpable; tears fill my eyes.

The Pearl of Price is found; all else feels cursed.

The empty world, ‘tis easy to despise.

More often, from your mercy I feel wrenched,

And sorrow that I lack a worldly home.

Anew in prideful fear of failure drenched,

I fear that I must ever rootless roam.

Yet You have never turned from me Your face

When all felt black, as though You did retreat.

When’er I teeter, then Your blessed grace

Reminds me that my life has purpose sweet.

So have You promised. Truth a promise keeps.

You loved me into life. Could such love sleep?


About Victoria Grefer

Victoria is a New Orleans girl, born and raised, with an appreciation for the charm of the Deep South. She has a bachelor's degree in Spanish and English and a master's degree in Spanish literature, all from the University of Alabama. From the age of six she dreamed of becoming a writer, and her writing career begin in the third grade with a series of stories about herself and her friends solving mysteries. She self-published the Herezoth trilogy between 2012 and 2014 and is working on its second edition. She is soon to be a graduate student of theology.
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